Don't worry I know the posts are kinda rambling and does not quite follow one thought to the other one. I kinda wanted to vent and talk about two different things at the same time but did not feel like making two different posts... or three or four as the case may be.
Anyway - Hope you still enjoy reading my nonsense... I will be deleting these all later when I get my act together on my project and replacing them with properly thought out ramblings.
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